Never. Grow. Up.

Okay, like every other teenage girl I am in love with Taylor Swift. But every time this song gets me...

Your little hand's wrapped around my finger
and It's so quiet in the world tonight
your little eyelids flutter 'cause your dreaming
so I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light
to you everything's funny
you got nothing to regret
I'd give all I have honey
if you could stay like that

Oh darling don't you ever grow up
don't you ever grow up
just stay this little
oh darling don't you ever grow up
don't you ever grow up
it could stay this simple

I wont let nobody hurt you
wont let no one break your heart
and no one will desert you
just try to never grow up
never grow up.

It goes on, but that's the part that usually gets me. I wish I never grew up. I wish that I could still be 5 and happy...but I'm not. I have to get older and grow up and take responsibility and get a job and bleh. No one ever told me life would be this hard, no, they probably did I just didn't listen because I was too busy trying to rush growing up. I remember being on the phone with one of my friends Patrick...back when I was 14 or 15, I don't remember. I was so upset because I wasn't 16 yet, and oh how I wanted to be 16. Well, now I am 16...and I wish I was still 14. Funny how people always rush their lives until their older, then they wish they could go back.
Oh well.

The Golden Rule.

So I know I haven't posted in a while, I've been slacking. But I figure, new year, new commitment..maybe. I don't know. School is mucho time consuming and well, to tell you the truth, I don't have much of a life to tell anyone about. But I do have the best friends in the world. They are amazing, and always there when I need them. I guess I am myself a good friend too..wouldn't I have to be to have people as amazing as I have in my life? They say if you want to have a friend, be a friend. I just act towards people how I would want them to act towards me. The golden rule, right? Treat others how you would want to be treated. I grew up knowing that is what you need to do and that's what I do. I can't say it hasn't came back to bite me in the bottom, I've been super nice to people and they come back to be complete jerks to me. But I was the bigger person. I'm not bragging about how amazing I am though, because I know I am nowhere near perfect and I'm not afraid to admit my mistakes. I know I do stupid things..I can be a witch sometimes and yes I have lost friends because of my attitude. But I've learned, and I do my best to love everyone...no matter what they do to me.

And in case anyone is wondering, I do not think much about what I want to write before I write it here. It is my pure, raw oppinion and thoughts you see here...so I'm sorry if it doesn't make much sense...my mind dosen't always flow in any linear way leaving my thought's very random. So, sorry...and bear with me. <3